There's no way that I am going to lose weight if I don't stop eating.  Like it gets cold and my body is like, put on more fat!!!

But goddammit body!  You have enough fucking fat!!!  To much!!!

I'm seriously ready to be done with all of this extra weight

Like I don't care about being skinny because I definitely don't want that

I just want a smaller stomach and thighs

And, I don't know maybe my asthma will be in control. Not that it's out of control, but I don't want it to ever get worse.