Papaw Dreaming

This has been an incredibly difficult week.  Couple of weeks.  It's also been a learning experience.

I spent 3 days with my grandpa while his health declined and he was getting nearER and nearer to passing.  He did the day after o left.  Well, really he passed on Tuesday.   It makes me cry when I remember him passing.

When people die, it isn't just all of the sudden they're dead.  Death is as individual as we all are.  Death and life are entertwined.  Death is a dream that you never leave.  Life is lead individually and life is colored by each persons brain chemicals which are influenced by many things.  We all live in some kind of dream state.

Well, I knew my Papaw was leaving us and I knew when he did.  It was terrible and beautiful.  Then he never work up and his breathing became slower and slower.

I think he also gave me a Cold before he left.