I see the unconcious racist things people say and do.

It's hard not to be on edge around white people because they're often very ignorant of things about race.

Many people are unconciously sexist, homophobic, ableist, and transphobic.

It's really pretty sad to me and I don't want to be around people like that.  The Midwest seems to abound with this.  There are more intellectual people who don't feel the need to go there.  However, they must hide away from the ignorance of this place.

People can be really dissapointing in their short sightedness.  I admit to my own as well in terms of supporting people who have exhibited behavior that I would never do.

I guess I've always felt like I could accept people for who they were as long as they did the same for me.  However, there are lines that must be drawn.  I also can't be accepting of some things that people do that bother me.  There's always a tipping of the iceberg with people that I know.  So in essence, I'm not accepting of certain behaviors, I just try to push that feeling away.  Because they're manipulating me and I accept the manipulation.  But that's pretty toxic and I don't want to be in toxic relationships with people.

I have control over my life.  I don't have to live the way it was when I was a kid with my parents.  People need to be accountable for their actions and I need to be accountable for honoring myself.

I've always been like the mother and taking care of people and their issues.  I'm not a therapist and I can't help you have a better life.  Friendships are the icing to an already good life.  Helping each other is a good thing, but a friendship shouldn't exist on that alone.

And if you're not already woke, we can't be friends.  It won't work, it never has.  There is not friendship there

So as you get older shItty things keep happening in the world to people.  Terrible people kill other people for absolutely no reason except for their own twisted ideations and values even.

That man who killed all those people in Las Vegas.  It's not normal to want to surround yourself with powerful guns like you're going to war.  This obsession with guns and bad guys.  I'm so sick of it!

I try to tell myself that people in othet countries actually experience this on a much more massive level.  Their whole familes sometimes killed before their eyes in war.  

We don't have wars we just buy guns and kill people for no reason except what's in our heads.

Or cops killing black people out of fear and ignorance.

There's always the question of what are the blacks doing about black on black crime.  What the hell are white people doing about white on white crime?

More white men have killed massive amounts of people all at once than any person of color in the US

What does that say?