affection

I realize my capacity to love and to be loved and to give love.  I recognize my capacity to give affection and to receive it.  I recognize that my discomfort comes from if I do not vibe with that person.  If I do not know who you are and I don't feel safe with you.  If you give off a vibe of not wanting to be touched.  I'm very accommodating.  Extremely so but to a point.  If it's not within reason of circumstances eh we have to work it out.  I like new experiences and learning new things.

I'm starting to get really annoyed at work though with my coworkers.  They forget the simplest things. That is very difficult to have to go over it again and again and again.  I'm trying to learn forgiveness. These are all very petty little things that I can do.  I'm just so tired of everything.  I want to go away for awhile.  I'm tired, I'm just really really tired.  I also feel like I cannot escape.  My job is so negative. The negativity around me.  I'm not blaming others, I'm just tired of listening to it.  I'm just really really tired. I need a loooong break.  I need to get away from everyone.  I don't want to do this right now